Friday, August 28, 2015

Dan Gerber: "On My Seventieth Birthday"




















          Let everything happen to you:
              beauty and terror.
          Only press on: no feeling is final.
           
                               RILKE



Tens of thousands of people
have drowned in Bangladesh
and a million more
may die from isolation, hunger, cholera,
and its sisters, thirst and loneliness.

                                 *

This morning, in our lime tree,
I noticed a bee
dusting a single new bud,
just now beginning to bloom,
while all the other branches were sagging
with heavy green fruit.

                                 *

I read that in Moscow
every man, woman, child, and dog
is inhaling eight packs of cigarettes a day—
or its equivalent in smoke—
from the fires raging over the steppes.

                                 *

The god of storms
take the shape of a tree,
bowing to the desert
with her back to the sea.

                                 *

I saw, on television,
a woman in Iran buried up to her breasts,
then wrapped in light gauze
(to protect the spectators),
weeping in terror and pleading for her life
while someone at the edge of the circle
of men dressed in black
picked up the first baseball-sized rock
from the hayrick-sized pile,
to hurl at her eyes, nose, mouth,
ears, throat, breasts, and shoulders.

                                 *

How big is my heart, I wonder?
How will it encompass these men dressed in black?

                                 *

Now the fog drifts in over the passes,
screening the peaks into half-tones.
And then into no tones at all.

                                 *

These goats with names,
with eyes that make you wonder,
these goats
who will be slaughtered today.
Why these goats?

                                 *

There are reasons,
but they are human reasons.

                                 *

I listened while my friend
spoke through his grief for his son,
shot to death in a pizza shop he managed
in Nashville
after emptying the safe
for a desperate young man with a gun—
        who my friend told me he’d forgiven—
spoke of consolation through his tears,
the spirit of his son still with him, he said.
The spirit of his son still with him.

                                 *

Oak tree,
joy of my eye
that reaches in so many directions—
Are the birds that fly from your branches
closer to heaven?

                                 *

The moon
shimmering on the surface of the pond,
its rippling reflected in your eyes,
of which you are no more aware
than the wind, just passing through this oak,
of the acorns still bobbing.

                                 *

The mountains, resolute now
in fading light.
With her nose deep in the late-summer grass,
my dog calls up a new story.



"On My Seventieth Birthday" by Dan Gerber. Text as published in Sailing Through Cassiopeia (Copper Canyon Press, 2013). Hear the poet read his poem here.

Art credit: Still from a video clip entitled "Close-up of a happy brown dog looking for something in the field, searching in the grass, camera movement," by TCreativeMedia.


2 comments :

  1. An excellent, magnanimous poem about unendurable realities that the human being is forced to endure. I found it difficult to read at times because it compelled me to think about those realities. I am nonetheless grateful to the poet for reminding his readers of those things which we would prefer to forget about.

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    1. Exactly.

      Mindfulness requires us to be aware of, and responsive to, those things we would prefer to forget about. Mindful poems can help us do that. Hard to write, hard to read.

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